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29th January, 2006. 9:09 am. Sorry I don't use this much anymore.

I wanted to apologize to everyone who has me in their friends list here. I made this LJ while I was with the woman of my dreams, and as that dream ended, I kinda ended using this too. Lately tho, all I can think about is her. About a week ago I found an old email, I'm a computer pack rat... I never delete anything or take people out of my friend lists. I got like 1100gb in my system, and while browsing thru my junk, I found this saved email and wanted to cry.

sometimes i still think of him...
i think of a time when i beleived in love, and beleived in my heart that i would spend the rest of my days with this dark haired, light eyed man who so swiftly made his presence known to my heart. a time when he was my hero and could do no wrong. i remember how good his arms felt wrapped around me, holding me close, our bodies tangled together like snakes enraptured in one anothers venom of ectacy. he forever engraved my soul with his ever sweet potion. I remember a time when this was all i knew, and all i ever wanted to know. i would have been perfectly happy to live out the rest of my days in this dream. in his arms. perfectly happy to live out our dreams together.....

If your still reading this, then maybe you can get a feel for how important we were to eachother. and u might realize how much I miss her. if this happens to be her, please contact me... I miss you, I miss the bug, and I still got the pics you sent me. I want to hear from you, and know your okay, even tho I don't get to be as close as we once were.

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